foolishness

23/6/12 - sabtu (around 1pg) - ak rsa...ari ny ari pling sengal in my life...disebabkan oleh kebodohan dri sndri...crita nya mcm ny...pda ptg jumaat 2....ak da set at my mind...nk msg miss utk drop coarse...so...around 12 pm...ak msg la miss..utk dptkan kebenaran for drop coarse...then...dia reply msg ak..dia ckp..."awk ny...last2 mnit bru nk bt"...hehehee...2 ak thu ak slah...sbb semalam(jumaat) ade lah last day for registration coarse...lpas 2...dia mintak no id...then dia ckap...ak da bleh drop coarse...lpas 2...ak pown peg la smayang jmmat...so blik 2...ak xingt ape2 psal registration coarse ny...so ak truskan lah my life...then...at tht night...ak lyan la crita hoorey2...smbil tnggu pnggilan pnting dri seseorg yg bkal jd org istimewa...huhuhu...then...da call tht i was waited nver comes out...so ak da frust...then...bebudak umah plak...ajk peg karok...so...dgn prasaan sedih tgk cter hoorey2 2 dan perasaan kekecewaan..ak peg la karok...ak da rsa...like something ade bnda yg xlepas...ingtkan prasaan sedih ak yg xlepas...so ak lepas kan kt karaoke....karok pnyer karok....xsdar msa brgerak begitu pntas...so mse perjlanan blik umah dri karok...bru ak tringt psal registration coarse..so ak suh lan cpat2 bwak moto....then bila smpai umah...i saw clock at my lappy..its already 1.22am.....so...without thinking of da time..ak bkak stdnt portal...then go to coarse registration site....ak tkan2...xdpat...rsa mcm nk mrah orh pown ade....tp ak seriously lupe...bngang x??...ak rsa stress giler bpak...ak da siap menjerit2 da kt blik ny...lpas 2...i take a decision to continue wht ive done...iaitu smbung crita hoorey2 yg blom abes tgk 2...smbil2 2...ak mnangis jer..sbb ak pkir "bodoh nyer ko keyrol...knpa ko bngang sngt smpai bnda pnting cam ny pown xingt??"...so sem ny...ak kna struggle giler2 struggle la...nk kejar 8subject...giler x???....bodohkan???...keyrol mmg bodoh ea org nyer?...hahahhaa...ak pown xthu brapakah peratusan kebodohan ak ny....mungkin 80% kot...huhuhu...ak rsa nysal gler......BRAIN..Y U NO REMIND ME??!!!!!!...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!...btw...i loves da bamboos..-fullstop-  <3KND<3